Instead of spending $150 on getting this product directly from the company, I’ve bid for it on eBay just so I can get started with this program. I was unable to locate it anywhere else for a reasonable price and as of right now I’m winning with my bid for $30 on one just posted on eBay this afternoon. I know it’s no where near what this person spent for it but I’m certain the only reason they’re getting rid of it is because they were unsuccessful at following the program the way it’s laid out for you.
I’ve done a lot of reading, and even joined a forum or two and I’m confident that this program will get me down to my goal weight. It offers just about everything I need in regards to recipes and exercise so I’ll be able to continue with my already extraordinary weight loss and move full speed ahead to the body I’ve always wanted.
A few people (in real life) have asked me why I’m only going down to a certain weight and I’ve explained to them time and time again that I’m not looking to be a skinny-minnie movie star, I’m looking to be healthy. I’ve never been a small girl, and I never will be. While many would consider 150 lbs. to be “fat” I consider it to be the ultimate goal. I’ll still have some meat on my body, the way nature intended and I’ll be more comfortable in my own skin because there won’t be so much of it. It has a lot to do with self esteem and I honestly don’t know one person who can say that at 250 lbs. they’re completely comfortable with who they are. Unless of course they’ve weighed much more than that at one point and time and are working their way down from their highest documented weight.
I’m by no means saying that someone being 250+ lbs. is wrong. What I’m saying is that it’s wrong for me. So far I’ve lost 60 pounds, bringing me down to the 200lb mark that I haven’t seen since high school. It’s a great accomplishment for me and losing another 50 pounds to get down to where I truly feel I need to be is something I need to do for myself. I don’t look down upon anyone at any weight. I know that no matter what weight you are you’re no where near content with yourself. Most are looking to be anorexic thin, others want to be toned, some just want to wear a good pair of jeans for once in their life. No one will ever truly be content with their body and I can honestly say that I don’t know what 150 lbs. is going to be like for me. Physically speaking I know that it’s an ideal weight for me, especially considering the size of my head (I don’t want to look like a balloon, you know?) I just think anything smaller, for my body type would look ridiculous. So what’s the fix? Get down to where you feel you’ll be comfortable and go from there. Hell, by the time I reach 180 I may be completely content with myself. I just know that as of right now 150 is a reachable goal, from my current 200 lb mark to my goal of 150, I may stop along the way and just step back and enjoy the fact that I’ve lost the amount of weight I have and I should be nothing more than proud of myself, and content with how things are going for me.
My life is more enjoyable now. Clothes feel better, my self esteem has dramatically gone up, as has my energy level and even my relationship with Sean has improved. What could be better than that?
